Besides that, Easter is today too right? Or so everyone keeps saying. A 3-day weekend, and I haven't finished 1 zinc of hw. Why is that? Because, I've hit rock bottom, and also getting a big head. I'm slacking because school is almost ending, and so much "fun" stuff is happening soon, I don't have time to ponder over hw, but want to do other things, like sit around all day.
The major thing that is preoccupying my thoughts is scholarships. I was just notified that I won one, for $10,000. Hooray! lol, now I just gotta keep above a 2.5 to keep that money for the next few years. I hope I keep winning more scholarships, it'll show that hard work does pay off.
-sign- I hate having to do my work at the last minute, but it seems I'll have to stay up late tonight and finish my essay. Ew.
Funny how though my days without guys aren't so terrible, what with other prospect, money, to preoccupy my thoughts. Well, occasionally that is. Because I'm still upset over the fact that I'm thinking WAY too much about the fact that I'm still single. Ey.
My parents are coming home soon, in so many days. Kind of looking forward to it, except for the yelling part. Those days are dreadful, but they gotta come anyway, it'll help build my character. lol.
And yes, school is tomorrow and everything is going to go down the drain.
It's annoying how everyone, in their own ways, is getting what they deserve. Or, what I'm trying to say is, they have at least some kind of pleasure out there. And, I want what they have. Having to be so exhaust in trying to find my own happiness, I find that very spiteful.
But be as it may, everyone keeps telling me it'll get better once I'm in college. Well, if it doesn't by then, there will definitely hell to pay!
Don't ever believe that your senior year in highschool will ever be easy and a thrill ride. There is a ride, but it's one damn bumpy ride filled with rocks and dark tunnels. RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!
Ciao!
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