The Days Without Guys - Day 109

WOW

In a few days, it'll be a brand new year already. And Xmas is just around the corner. And like the other many Che's, I feel in the spirit for something too. Not sure what it is though. Probably something phenomenal, like having an open mind and being laid back, not so uptight and "pissy".

Ever since my last blog, I've had many revelations. Like the fact that I could careless about what others think of me. And also that I need to stop spending money and focus on the good things in life. Like school, and HOW to make money.

And also folks, my parents are going out of the country once again soon. and this time, for only 2 months, but that's long enough already. Oh the joy. But there won't be any secret mission to Philly, rather, just late night parties or even a trip to Vegas...maybe.

More good news on the way.

My sister is pregnant. WONDERFUL! In a few more months, I'll have my first mixed white niece or nephew. Hey, maybe that'll be where my mission will take place, in Chicago! Wouldn't that be exciting.

Women are evil. Plain and simple. But men on the other hand, are idiots. Pure dumb heads. Forget Jackfruit folks, he's old history. Rather, he wasn't history, but just a bypass. That kind of distraction isn't really worth my time, so I'm moving on. Not sure to what else though. You gotta remember, I'm still a very shy, innocent girl. Can't expect me to just grab any guy and have my way with him. At least, not just any guy, I gotta at least know his name first.

The other day, after finals, me and a bunch of my friends went over to a friend's house to "party". Wasn't much of a party, rather, I wasted $20 bucks on food. Blah, now I'm so damn broke, it's not even funny. I owe myself $30 bucks. That's how sad it is. And then, the night before, we went to this park where they had this trail set up filled with lights. I finally went after hearing about it for so long. And well, wasn't what I really expected, but it was an okay trip. Seeeing as how I went with my sister and her friends, I didn't feel so left out like going with my friend's friends.

Big big change in my life. I'm no longer a redhead. T_____T My hair is black. OMG, it freaked the shit out of me last night after my mom finished dying it. It was HORRIBLE. but thank god it's not totally jet black, or I'd have a panic attack. But wait wait, I won't stay asian for long. Cause I am not letting anyone in school see this head of mine. Before going back to school, I'm gonna dye it auburn once again. LOL. Had no idea why i wanted to go asian again. My mom was like "Now you look like a true vietnamese girl" lol. She couldn't be any happier. But sorry mom, your happiness isn't gonna last for long. Besides, I look awful with this black hair. And its so hard to get use to. And just think, I went like this for nearly 14 years of my life, now it's like looking at a stranger in the mirror. You guys probably won't even recognize me.

Now I have to start readying myself to take college courses through the internet. Oh the horror. Having to push yourself to read books and do homework. -__-" But at least I'll get more class periods off to study and do and get things done.

So lets end this with a holiday spirit why don't we. What are you guys getting me for the xmas then? ^_^ hahaha One of my friend got me this candy lollipop, in the shape of a penis -___-" GEE GOLLY. And hey, new years is around the bend too. Be happy everyone, cause I sure as hell am trying here.

Ciao!

The Days Without Guys - Day 101

Gosh what a relieve it is to be free and out of school. I'm on my winter break till January 22! That is so awesome. Now that I have so much free time. I still need to manage it so that I am doing all that I wanted to do before going back to school without much regrets. ACTUALLY!!! now that I thought about it, I have this teacher exam thingy, the um what is it, uh .. let me think praxis yes hahha take me so long to think of the name. It is on Jan 12! so thats a bummer. If i pass, yay! if not sucks. I need to study for it, I cannot believe it. gzz.. there go a flaw in my BREAK!

You know what, Che Xinh Xa has a point. What if one day, it is not days without guys but with guys. Then what will be then? Will it ruins the theme of this blog? Should we change name or make a new one? LOl. NO. It will not be that major. Maybe Che Xinh Xa has love in the air... hmn.. if so, good luck. Follow your heart and don't let it get away.

Everytime school is over, I feel good. But within that is a bit of bitterness. After so long you kind of get use to what you're doing and now that you don't do it anymore. Well...... you miss it. I miss everything really. It's weird. I even miss KFed. I told him that I hope to not see you anymore in this class again! Meaning ofcourse we better pass the class. But then I really am will never see him again. NEVER SAY NEVER but who knows. Out of all my five classes, I know for sure that I have an A+ in one of them cause the professor posted grades up online as the semester progress. So no surprises there. I like that class, it was on asian religion and the professor is awesome. I guess I like him because we share a common interest in philosophical stuff or so I feel. Anyway.

I need to save up my money for something, but I don't know yet. I want to reward myself. You should too.

The Days Without Guys - Day 100

lets welcome the first snow day of the year! well it wouldn't necessarily be a 'snow' day since all we had on the ground was ice, but pshh ill be happy for anything right now. haha. so yesterday i kept opening the door at around 10 and such to see if it was raining, because the weather people were like it needs to rain first for the water to form into ice overnight. i got exicted cause it rained! then became sad again when it stopped. my mom told me asked me what kind of student i am to wish that there was no school, and i replied "the good kind" haha.

I feel empty nowdays, nothing motivate me anymore, but i know that the only person that can truely motivate one self is themself. however, lately i'm at lost. i need to find myself before finals! haha "MARCOOOOOO!"

i was watching "all about eve" again this weekend, and yes i did finish the 20 hours of it when i should of been like studying -_-! but anyways i realize that love is so foolish, but i already knew that. haha. i mean the dude basically said, "i don't care if you were a prostitute, or you want to chase after him but all i need if you to stay with me." i thought that line was all mighty noble and everything but iuno. he deserve better, but love is blind. too blind that even the blindest person can see through it better. haha. i would never know because the closest i have gotten to that is by watching dramas, but hey! its better than nothing. haha

this is kind of stupid, but why am i awake to blog when there no SCHOOL? -_-! i should be like smart and go back to sleep, but then if i sleep i would waste this snow day! or ice day! what am i kidding. i`m going back to sleep. -_-! haha

The Days Without Guys - Day 99

today, we had a motivational speaker to come and speak to us and let's say that i haven't laughed like that for such a long time. he was really an awesome speaker. we got to play simon said. and i lost like within the first 30 seconds of it! i'm such a bad player but i was really good at the crab game since i played it a thousand times at camp ^___^. what really got me was when he kept pouring out of this cup, i could of swear he turned dumped the whole thing over like 3 times and still water came out of it each time. i wonder how that cup works.

that was after 3 hours of the practice act. it was so time killing. i couldn't get the reading part done. and like i randomly selected answers on the science part cause i was running out of time. -_-. during the testing you could hear people stomach just growling like crazy and its hard to concentrate when you trying to stop your own stomach from doing the same thing as well! -_-!

but yeah i think i got my group member in troubles since her dad got lost getting to my house. but dude i just moved here, its not like i know any of the names of the street he is telling me. rawr. i feel like a bad person now

*sigh* i still have 100 page left to read on my 'all quiet on the western front' book for the test on friday in english. oh yeah! so looking forward to that, actually i am since the book is quite easy to read and interesting in a way.

i don't really know anymore. just hope i can survive these last 2 week of the semester.

day 99. reminds me of the 999 doa hong only its 99 instead of 999 but 99 is better than nothing. get it? haha

The Days Without Guys - Day 98

Hello...

I have been quite busy with school and laziness to post. I have done a lot of it in the past with no feelings, just as a job to post daily. I should post when I feel it, I think its more meaningful. Anyway, school is coming to an end for me. I feel kind of relief a bit but not much...

I don't like what Tom Cruise has done to Katie Holmes, she is looking older, scarier, and just eh.. did you see her new hair cut? What is with that? I didn't like Victoria Beckham's do, I don't like it on her either. I guess I miss the old young, youngful happy smiling Katie, not Kate. Tom is looking shorter and younger, Katie is older, taller and thin. They are scary looking.

Mmm... sighs I feel blah. I finished my paper for class. I just need to do now is STUDY, lots for 5 finals. *yawn* I think I have to go take a shower...

Yeah I wish you can join me, NOT. I want to take a bath actually.. but like..uh