The Days Without Guys - Day 337

Is it me or is this blog utterly dead? hahah. Well, here comes Maddie to the rescue! Keeping this blog alive, and plus I have nothing else to do. =_=

Stop harassing me for those T-shirt pics! haha. I don't have any. :P

So, does anyone know how to install wireless internet on laptops? I REALLY want to use my laptop with internet on it, and without having to plug in wires and other crap to it. That's not wireless, isn't it? =__=

Oh, and there's this kid at church who always stares at me. How creepy.

I am soo craving this right now. Cajun pasta from Bennigan's.

*Drools*


Graduation practice...*sighs* I miss high school now...


I must agree with Che Trai Cay's comment. Asia 4 is whack. haha. But I think that some of the songs they remix (such as Pretty Woman, Bad Boys Blue Medley) are such great songs!! Of course the original singers of those songs are definitely way better. =]

I start school on August 25th. What about y'all?

The Days Without Guys - Day 326

I'm going to spend this Christmas in Canada!! ^___^

I went to the mall today and didn't buy anything even though my sister insists that she'll buy me something. I DON'T WANT ANYTHING! I'd rather save money to pay for school. hehe.

Anyway, my new Gucci shades. Chyeahh.

Have you heard that song I Wanna Heart Your Heartbeat by Bad Boys Blue? It's this super old song by a band formed in Germany in the 1980s. The song itself is in English, of course. I've been listening to it. It's awesome even though some people might think it's gay or whatever. (The Vietnamese boy band Asia 4 also sang a medley of their songs called Bad Boy Blue Medley in one of the Asia shows.) But hey, its better than rap! Rap is just a bunch of gibberish. That's music? HAH! <_<>

I ♥ old music.

some pictures from Block Island. i stayed there for a couple of days, but it was really nice.

i was afraid he was gonna spit on me. <_<;

that's me! =Dmy friend and i were trying to body surf, but somehow my other friend got a picture of me all alone in the corner of the beach

one of the beaches on the island, it's tricky getting down there, you go down a flight of steep stairs and climb down a steep rocky path, but the waves are rough, so surfing is fun, and there are not many people who goes there

alot of climbing

the stairs!

beach glass

there's more...but im just sharing these for now=)

The Days Without Guys - Day 323

Soo, I've heard that one of us aren't really "without a guy?" haha. traitor!!

just kidding.

I'm "stalking" my cousin's blog now, his Yahoo360. I guess that's like the Myspace or Facebook in Vietnam? Dude, he is so freaking emo. =___=

AHH!! Laptop battery almost out of battery again! Did I not charge it already??!??! Aish...

So, yesterday or something, Banh Xeo and I briefly talked about a future get together for all of us. hehe. It sounds so exciting, and we must make it happen sometimes, ladies!!!! And of course if you haven't heard I am again, "deprived of my own race" at school. Yes, I AM THE ONLY ASIAN again at my school. How sad. *sniffs*

But...that's just for the first year, though. hehe. Because I'm going to transfer to another school where there will be more Asian people. *YAY* Well, the majority is white people, though.

"I need to know I need to know. Tell me baby girl 'cause I need to know. If its true don't leave me all alone out here. Wondering if you're ever going to take me there..."

haha. I LOve that song. It has this....catchy tune to it. ^___^

*Keeping the blog alive*

♥ Che Thai

Yah! sorry guy, due to my lack of vietnamese intelligence i don't know any other che names, i refer to them as "cai do". but i like banh seo, so i hope you don't mind =D
so i went to the beach today, it was an hr drive, and about 25 minutes to the beach when we got to the island. i drove on the highway less than 20 times, and i hate driving. i didn't know the way so i was tailgating my friend and we were weaving in and out of trafic, it was fun...like that game frogger. the beach was nice, the waves were rough and the current was strong. just standing there, i got knocked over so many time. when the 5' waves knock you over and slamming you against the sand, it burns, but well worth it =D than my bikini had to slip and exposed my left side. -____-; listen to the song, "i'm good, i'm gone"by lykki li. i like her style. my favorite song from her is call "little bit". so my i've been cell phoneless for 2 weeks now. i feel...empty. i don't have to constanstly check for text messages and missed calls anymore...and i miss that. and i also miss how my cell would brighten up when i get a call. dam techonology.

The Days Without Guys - Day 320

I think I've told Che Trai Cay about this on IM the other day. It's about this guy I randomly met 2 summers ago. He was so cute! Too bad he's just a bit short for a guy. I think that I have faint memories of this guy is because he winked at me (not in a weird, psycho perverted way but in a playful & cute kind of way), and I remember I was getting red like a tomato. haha. Other than that, I really don't remember how his face looks like.

The jerk has a really nice house! I'm looking at his brother's car pics taken at his house. lol. Stalker? I don't think so! I'm his brother's "friend" on Facebook even though the last time we (his brother and I) talked was ages ago. And yes, there are a few pictures of him that I can totally "steal" and show to the Ches since none of you knows how he looks like, besides Bobbie but she has short term memory, so I'm sure she doesn't remember how he looks like sinceI showed that picture to her like...3 years ago!...but I would never do that. =D because it's too stalker-ish. And plus who'd want to see his ugly...nevermind.

Moving on!

Does any of the Ches read magazines such as ELLE, CosmoGirl!, Seventeen, TeenVogue, etc? I do. haha. I used to subscribed to TeenVogue and CosmoGirl! but quit since...you don't have to know. =D Anyway, I buy them individually now instead of a subscription thing for a whole year. Andddd...the newest issue features Blake Lively - that girl from Gossip Girl. Uh, I think her name is Serena or something in the show.




The clothes, jewelries, bags, shoes, etc. in this magazine is A LOT cheaper and more affordable in this magazine and CosmoGirl! than from ELLE, as from what I've noticed and the styles from ELLE aren't what people would wear everyday. It's too...fashionable?

Yeah, I got that issue of ELLE too. I was bored to death at home, so it's just something to keep me entertained. =]



Yeah, this entry is boring. haha. Just about girly magazines that I read. o_O

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The Days Without Guys - Day 316

Che Xinh Xa, I wish there was a book, a pill or something that can guide us, but so far it is only ourselves. Yup. The secret of life as I learned it, is not a secret, is nothing really, because it is everything and can be anything and nothing as well. Confusing, is also what it is, but it is also not when you think about it. Haha ok, I'll stop my religious teaching lol. Seduce them with your heart!

Welcome to the blog, Che Thai. It is nice to have new members, new friends, new post mate, it keeps the spirit alive. No we are not some cult. Silly. I'm just wondering to why you have so many drafts? Lol. I read them, they seem to be good starts to interesting things you are writing. Maybe one day it will be published so we all can read in? Nuuu don't delete it... don't burn it. HAHA.

Lan, you are changing right before my eyes. Looking even better than ever. I wish I can be as inspiring to look great. Food got the best of me. Plus I figure who do I need to impress? No one, but myself and I am pretty happy eating those fries, cheesecake, buffets are nice, rice and soysauce, seafood, and the list goes on. OH my mouth is watering... I'll stop here? Well. you are of those who are blesss, yes bless with a great warming smile. (I need to force mine... so much pressure).

Che Trai Cay, I've been eating a lot of fruits lately and yeah I think of you. You know trai cay = fruits, yeah. Hehe. Well, what about that romantic love story of yours? Where is frog prince? Go chase after him, don't let him jump by you. If anyone is is gifted with the utter most cuteness, it is you. Plus you got a great disguise, the innocentness as well. MY GOD if only they know how evel youu are muhahah. I joke, i kid, im sorry if i offend.hahaha

Che Ba Mau, you are truely dimensional and talented and multicolored. Hehe. Where have you been? We all miss you oh so dearly. You are like the rainbow, hard to catch. Come back to us and post up something that comes from the heart, show us the way of greatness. Your wise words and more....

And to myself, Che Xanh.. to be continue MUHAHAHAHAH

Day 315

I'm reading a fanfic on Soompi right now. It's pretty cute, starring Taebin. Oh, my love, my darling...LOL. Sorry, random. I heard that song earlier today. O.o

Comment on Che Xinh Xa's post. <___< Yes, I've never been "chickened" before. See, see now you make me feel like I'm...I don't know...weird? ahha. Anywho, so were you talking about a new guy? Or that black guy? I'm soo behind here, ba gia.

My family is watching the new Paris By Night now, the Nhac Yeu Cau one. It's super loud. How annoying. The comedy is on. LOL. It's funny. They're all laughing their azz off. I went to the park today! It was such a beautiful day, until lunchtime hits and it's hot like hell again. Texas weather...*sighs

Clear blue sky...

Dude, I never have any err..."luck" with guys. Like, even just a good friend to be there on crappy days, you know? Sure, I had guy friends but not the type where I can tell him things. All they talk about are games, guy things, or how hot this one girl is, etc. All of the guys I've ever liked are always that he's taken, doesn't like me, only sees me as a friend, or doesn't know I even exist. haha. I think this guy (an acquaintance) probably thinks that I'm a lesbian because I never dated or whatever, he didn't ask it directly but uh...yeah, I can totally tell he was referring to my status or whatever. haha.

Are you Che's afraid of dying alone or never ever getting married? I'm not. I mean, to me, the thought of becoming a mother scares me. You have to carry it for 9 months, give birth, take care of it, and what if that baby boy/girl grows up and become bad? What if he/she rebels you? Geez, that's the last thing on earth I want to deal with. And plus after having children, our boobs will sag and there will be that big ol' roll of fat on our stomach. There is always surgery to beautify that, but in the long run, its not good for your body to have plastic surgeries. I might sound selfish here, but I don't want a family. I don't want that kind of responsibility. And I've had that thought since...years ago. haha. Yeah, I planned out my life wayyy ahead.

Years ago, I was thinking of becoming a nun. Well, that won't happen anymore because I'll never be ready to give up like that. I'm selfish. I have dreams and goals I want to achieve during this lifetime, one of them is being able to see the world/to travel, and seeing every single fascinating place on earth.

One thing I've always wanted to do is watch the sunset with my future, currently non-existant significant other. I've seen it by myself before, but I'm sure its different.

Okay, toodles now!!

The Days Without Guys - Day 315

Hell, only 60 more days till it'll be a full year. I hope we all can do a blog on that day, kind of like a celebration of this, though a number of us aren't experiencing days without guys any longer. No faux pas, but hopefully those that were able to escape these days will never have to return.

A brief interlude of life from me.

Why. Who here haven't been chickened aka kissed? With the exception of Che Thai, I'm sure we all have huh?

The more I read this thread on soompi of "first makeout sessions", it's making me more and MORE depressed. I haven't been chicken in years! Ahhh the agony.

Besides my painful desires that have yet to be fulfilled, I want everyone to know, YES I AM A CHICKEN. I am seriously an idiot. A stupid fat little idiotic chicken. I all talk but when it comes to walk the walk, where am i? Chickening out. Oh yeah. How pathetic.

Let me ask you Ches, those that ever come here and read. How do I do it? How do I have the courage to approach him? I thought I could. Everyone else thought I could. But when push came to shove, I just threw myself into a fetal position and let by gones GO BY!!! All I had to do was walk up to him and place my order and ask for his number. But no, I didn't have to guts to do so and wasted 2 hours just sitting there, staring at him. HUHUHU. I mean, how can you just walk up to a guy and start something? What if he isn't interested and I end up being a loser? Well technicially, I am one, for sitting here and whining about this. But But. I just can't do it. I don't have the confidence in me. I just don't.

STOP READING NOW. THE REST ARE JUST PLAIN IDIOTIC WORDS TO MYSELF.

"YOU IDIOT. YOU STINKING IDIOT. WHERE ARE YOUR BALLS. WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT BRAVO? YOU MAKE ME SICK. BE A WOMAN AND GO GET THAT MAN. OR MOVE ON!"

-ahem-

So after a day has passed, I am here, regretting my chickenshit. For not approaching him. I mean, rejection is a really really hard thing to accept. It kills more than 90% of chances of people ever finding true love or hell, GETTING LAID.

So I've made up my mind AGAIN to go ask him for his number this coming Saturday. That means 6 days of talking myself into approaching him and what to say, only to have it dashed away 100 yards away from approaching him. The devil it be.

OH GREAT OL' Ches. Help your fellowship. Teach me your excellent ways. Or if you have those seduction pills or anything, I'm game. ^_^

Day 310 Wears on

LOL just wanted to comment on Che Thai's first officially rad post.

CONGRATS you wonderful beauty you!! ^_^ LOL i hope he ends up rotting on some really sad highway.

College eh? Me and you in the same boat here, man it's going to be crazy. But I can't wait. Just wish you could have gone to school with me. UT all the way!! Well not really, but I hope it'll grow on me, lol, kind of had that long overdue grudge against it too. You know, how asian parents going on and on about their kids getting into certain schools(UT) that made detest UT so bad since I was young. But beggars can't be choosers. HA!!!!

Well now, I gotta be off to bed, since there will be more work the upcoming days, total SHIT!

My problems and life will have to be on hold for now, so no detailed blogs from this loser any time soon. hehe.

Ciao!

The Days Without Guys - Day 310

Hello to all Ches. Wow, I finally joined this thing. DUDE!! I saw this blog before!!! I kinda skim through it but didn't know who it belonged to. LOL. I used to have an account but forgot about it over the years. Yes, I've also been reading the first few entries that the Ches wrote. I think I stop at Day 18 or so. It's such a hassel, though having to keep clicking "older posts" for like 399 times before I get to those older pages. It's pretty awesome blogging, it made me laugh here and there. ^_^ So, it is now 6:30 AM Central time. What am I doing up so early on a fine Tuesday summer day? I don't know, really. I was sleeping fine until I feel sweaty & just woke up. I lay there on bed for about 15 minutes and couldn't go back to sleep! I'm going to make breakfast for my mom at about 7:30. Hehehe...=]

So, my current obsession is soccer!! OMG. All those hot guys and I barely discovered it?! Geez. Alright, fine. Not all of the guys are hotties. Just a few, such as: Cesc Fabregas, David Villa, and Fernando Torres. All from the Spain national team. And yes, I've been watching the EURO 2008 from beginning to end. It's a good sport. =] At least I can understand it more than football even though my sister tried to explain it to me a dozen times. I'll upload a few pics at the end of this entry.

We're all still single, correct? To Che Xinh Xa: Remember the jerk I always talk about? Yes, the jerk. Well, I'm happy to say that I completely forgot about him! Finally, I'm free! lol. Aren't you so proud of me now?

I haven't been doing much this summer so I feel fat now. I still fit into my 0-3 size jeans *its all different sizes for different brands, apparently. O.o*, but I feel utterly fat in it. Only around the thigh/butt area. I think I inherit that from my mommy. -_- I'm watching VH1 now, and a video of Madonna is playing - Give It To Me. Heh, I'm never a fan of her.

As for school, I'm going to TWU this fall. It's a small & private university, population: about 2,000 or so. Again, there are NO Asian people at this campus. There are Asians at the Law School campus, but I don't think there are any undergrads. Pfffttt. There's a lot of Asians at that other school that I'm going to transfer to, and rich white people too. haha. It's also private, but costs A LOTTT more. Yeah, those kids are bad ass. But the school has a super good reputation, and you know Asian parents, always bragging about how insanely smart & a good girl/boy their child is when in reality they're some crackhead or slut. ahha. Okay, anyways. You know it's so true!!! =D Back to about me - all of the Viet parents of the kids that go to/graduated from that good school brag to other parents about it - my parents. haha. I hate it when they do that. Comparing their kids. Sheesh. Go gives a damn!? I don't. =D

OH yeah! My major is Chemistry. Whoo-hoo. One day I'm going to rule the world & become some kind of mad evil scientist. muahahah. LOL jk. Umm, I'm going to become an Anesthesiologist. Chyeah. =]

My dad asked me if I wanted to go to Vietnam this summer. UH...I don't know, or care, really. I'd rather go somewhere else than Vietnam. But you see, my grandmother is dying, so my parents want to come back to see her before she passes away. She's the only person I like. The rest are just a bunch of morons. Ain't worth my time and money seeing their faces.

Okay, okay I'll stop blabbing now. Picture time. ^_______^

OH YEAH. SPAIN WON!! OMG!!! haha. Fernando Torres made the goal. I followed the whole game from beginning to end. It was freaking awesome. I can't wait until FIFA in 2 years.

LOL. The look Sergio Ramos's face *guy in white T-shirt* made me laugh. But, that looks unsafe, though. O.o The hot guy? 2nd from bottom right corner - with his sleeves rolled up. Cesc Fabregas, # 10. ^_^ My fave: Left. David Villa # 10. He's short! But he's married to some ugly chick. Pffttt. His little girl is adorable, though:



Holy cow...I'd totally die if I was there. -___- Why? Because I'm totally claustrophobic. haha. Yeah, I figured that out last year when I started to feel panic-y & feel like its hard to breathe when there's a lot of people around me.


I'm editing this thing and it's insanely long! O_o