December 29, 2008

The Days Without Guys - Year 1 Day 124

Ah Ches', tell me the reason you're not blogging is because you've been lazy, and not cause you don't have these kind of days any longer. -sigh- but I am happy you were able to leave these days behind. LOL

I wonder, those that do read this blog, obviously besides ourselves, have you figured out whose who yet? Well, yeah you won't know EVERYONE, but can you identify with your friend Che? Now I did say something about renovating this place and revealing each of us, but boy have I lied to you. LOL I've either been too busy or too lazy to do anything. And since it's the winter break already, and I still have a long time to go before school starts, I just might do something about that. Will anyone be surprised when the mystery is unraveled?

The first semester of being a fish in the big college world wasn't as stressed as I thought it to be, but it wasn't a breeze either. You'd think, without guys in my life, I'd be aceing my classes, but boy are you in for a surprise. Heck, I didn't fail, but I didn't do so good either. =/ But that's over with and I have a full spring semester to redeem that, which I have to, or else.

Since the break has started, I find my time preoccupied constantly. The hours that I get to sleep seem like a quick nap then I'm back up and about. Going here and there, doing this and that, oh well, it all serves its purpose.

Into the blog, what am I being challenged with these days? Being original. Or am I? ah, do you Che know what's funny? We never exactly comment on each other's blog, when we should've, just as a blog to be, we converse. Oh well, since we never started that trend, no need to cry over spilled milk.

When you're starting something new, is it easy to forget about the past? Or should you ignore it and hope it never comes back to bite you in the ass? I don't know what to think. I mean, it's not my past, but what if it's my future? Sure I have my own "dark" past, but I doubt it's a big matter.

Okay, so none of those paragraphs made much sense, but let me tell you another revelation I just had. For me, I find that I never blog about "real" prospects, only little icky things. LOL I hope you understand my meaning there, otherwise =]. I mean, I could go into gross details, but I think I will save that for when this blog becomes "The Days WITH Guys". Do we all really want that day to come? ah shucks, we'll just have to wait and see, who knows, that could be years down the line, not a tomorrow thing.

I am really pacing myself here. I took Lan's advice to "go with the flow and take it slow(did you say the slow part...argg)" and I think it's a good idea, but Lan, if this fails, you are sooooo getting it. LOL I have to weave my web to catch the bait, and in this case, it's Cuc. lol inside joke, but but, it might be a public joke soon ;]

Oh well, I really have nothing more to say, except I need more sleep than 4 hours, so back to bed for me. My brain is scrambled, not a good thing is it?

Before I end it, I hope you feel better Che Trai Cay =) we all love you and only want the best for you. You're an amazing individual and I believe I'm speaking for all of us when I say I am grateful to have met you and be able to become a friend that you can open to and know that we will always be here for you, no matter what. Anyone that can't see the beautiful you does not deserve to be your friend or otherwise. Don't change for anyone, you adorable cookie you. <3


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