i'm quite please with today, because on the bus, this dude made me cry the last time -.-! i think i'm emotional unstable, i don't know how i am going to survive in the real world. so last time, which was last year, i asked him if i can sit with him even though he was probably joking and said 'no' cause he moved over for me to sit anyways. i couldn't help it but shed a few tears cause i am weak like that -.-! i mean i just sat there looking out the window and tears came down, i was telling me that i wouldn't cry but the more you say it the more the counteractions will occur. so for the rest of the week i asked my dad to take me to school but school was like 30 minute away, such a long drive. BUT BUT today i didn't even ask him and he was like 'you can sit with me' :]. YAY a new year means people are changing for the better?
oh on the bus today, these guys were talking about this father who threw for of his kids in Alabama down a bridge after an argument with his wife? and one dude was like 'you got to understand, he's korean' they make it seems like all korean are killers now. i feel bad for their ethic group being stereotyping down to such means after the Virgina tech incident. and there are many korean celebs, both actors and singers, are wanting to break through in america. but i think it will be really hard to get accepted after the things that has happened. i do wish them the best of luck.
so my group project is over, i'm so glad that we finally turned it in because they weren't committed to doing anything like at least have the dignity to help me out when i needed some help on it. but no! they just keep making excuses to NOT help me like WTFREAK! if you going to put your name on the project at least do something. makes me mad how i spent hours on it and during the presentation they make it seem like they did everything. -.- i don't want the credit it anyways, it wasn't even THAT good. yeah not going to talk about it anymore, each time it makes me even angrier haha. o.o.
back to the guy subject, a new year, new guys are being born too bad we will be locked up if we even look at them. no thoughts u PEDOS! haha. you see all the these girls, having secret admirers that are willing to wait for them like for really longs time and i'm the one sitting here wondering when will it be my turn. haha. but then again. che trai cay is going to be a nun! to escape all the boy craziness in the world and live a life eating tofu. oh boy that seems exciting or not. i don't want a boyfriend or anything just some one hot to look at during class. haha. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK! i guess it is, cause its not happening soon unless i like print out hot male asian celeb pictures and put it on my desk during class to stare at -.-! haha.
a sweet love memory, is it really that sweet? or its just an illusion people create to make love seem like the thing people mostly want to obtain just to have a slight taste of that sweetness, but in reality is heartache and pain in the end. i would still like to try it out though. haha. darn curiosity sure do kill the che. haha. but theres no guys out there for me to trail and test on cause i want a lot and probably going to get nothing -.-! but if you don't set a bar for someone to climb forward and be able to reach you, how would you identify who is truly the one for you and who is the one that happen to get lucky with his words?
but who needs guys when we can eat che. haha.
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