The year of 2007 is coming to an end soon now, and I have to say, it's been a great year. Can't explain why I'm thinking about it right now though.
I actually started this post a few days back, would have finished it, but was interrupted, so here I am, 4 days later, finishing this up.
These days have been cold and wet. Every time I look outside, the skyy never falters a better shade of gray and the clouds ambiguously tease with better weather. This is a Sunday, and tomorrow is Monday. I have school tomorrow. I don't want to go back though, because if I do, the time between graduating and the present will become smaller. It truly scares me. Which is ironic, when all my highschool days have been filled with anticipation of graduation day. So what's the hype about when we're going to put everything familiar and safe behind us to embark on a strange new path.
For the past years, I've been readying myself for "college" physically, but mentally? I'm a total wreck. One minute i can barely hold in my patient for that day to come any sooner, the next i'm panicking because the have little to no time left to enjoy being irresponsible like any other teen.
*sigh* that aside, let me fill you in on as much as I can over the past months that I've been absent from this blog.
Much to everybody's suspicious of me passing my days with guys, I have rather, been very guyless. There was the occasional flirt, but as flirts go, they never last long. You can only get hyped periodically. Let's call this high, Jackfruit, thanks for the wonderful Che Ba Mau for naming this creature, whom by the way, is the total opposite of me, in many ways...well, physically that is. I've been passing my days with this to look forward to. The occasional speech stopper. On a level, its fun to play around, but to intensify it? i think we're both very reluctant to do anything else. I've been asking myself whether or not I feel anything positive, but to tell the truth, I think this is just another passing for me. Until I can find something else to distract myself, Jackfruit is all that I have. All of the crazy talk that we've had for so long, and might I comment, that this has been going on since last year, when I devised he be the tease of the year for me to make fun of, because god knows we would most likely be voted the "never would have imagined" couple.
The first real stirring of trouble happened on Valentine's day. When during the only class we had together, I asked him if I could have "kiss". Without hesitation, he leaned over and realistically wanted to lay one on me, but I broke at the last minute and moved away, joking that what I wanted was the candy instead. From then on, it was chaos. LOL. Not really...But on one of those crazy days, when I was a little bent backward, I thought I wanted to see where things might have led to, but no. He was busy getting his hair done, and I was not going to wait around for him the entire time. So on and off, we were like this. And this, is just the beginning. So I hope you guys can stay tune for when I can get off my butt to blog about the incidents we have. =]
Tis' not the season of xmas yet, so we'll back it up to the just recently passed holiday. How was everyone's Thanksgiving? Mine was crappy, as usual. But that night, at 3 am, I was standing in the cold of 40degrees, along with 500 people, at the electronic store FRY's, waiting for the store opening at 5. They didn't open until 5:30, due to system troubles, which really reeked my nerves. But in the end, I got my money's with my $300 laptop. Not exactly the one I wanted, but realistically, I don't have money, so until I can get out and make money on my own, I have no big desire to spend my parents hard-earn money. During the wait in line from outside the store to inside the store, I concluded that, FOBBY girls, are really annoying. They think, just because they know good enough english, they can prance around acting all high and mighty. Well guess what, SCREW YOU!!! Seriously, don't they know they're a total joke to society? Though how hard it is that I preach of society's injustice system, it does have it's perks. DEATH to FOBBY GIRLS!
Hmm...what there is to look forward to, is Senior Skip Day, coming up soon. Since I'll be planning it cause everyone else is a punk, I've decided to rename it as "(my real name)'s Skip Day". ^_^ I hope the crowd doesn't go too wild. jaykay. We're going paintball fighting. =] Wasn't my idea, but my planning. lol, I hope there will be no serious damage, seeing as how the liability waiver suggested so. O___o 30 kids from (17-18years old), chasing each other in the cold with guns? oh the HORROR.
I spent over 20 minutes today, giving my Dad a run down on how to watch online series on the internet. hahaha, it almost killed me. Soon, after serious consolation of "how-to", I'll bring my laptop to light and show my parents how to work the thing, so they can watch their movies on the TV in the livingroom, rather than gather around my desk and bed. -___-", it's been a cold weekend, having to sleep rather than on the lower bunk, I had to forgo for the top bunk with just a pillow and 1 blanket. He's at home right now, watching a korean drama...that is 75 episodes longggg!!! T___T When will the madness end.
So yes, I don't have much left to say...But if I do, I will be back.
Here's a little something that made my day awhile ago, hope it will for you too! Link
Ciao!
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