November 1, 2007

The Days Without Guys - Day 69

whatever happened to a happy family?
whatever happened to all the dreams?
whatever happened to all the promises?
whatever happened to everything that i had hoped for?
i really just don't understand why people
chose to act in a way in which that know
its wrongs but continuous doing so and
in the end blame others for their mistakes
i guess its human instinct. -_-.

--- YOU DISAPPOINT ME.


It makes me sad seeing how many people you
make cry and live in constant state of depression.
seeing a little girl sherking noise to save someone
she loves from being attacked is something that
shouldn't occur in one childhood.

sometimes crying about it will solve the problems
sometimes it could make things worse,
build your hatred toward that person who you
know you shouldn't hate cause after all you
would nothing without them.
sometimes you just want to get it all out but
the best anyone could say is "im sorry"
because they don't know how it feels, if they
never been in that situation but really i
don't want to hear words of sympathy. . .

i really don't want to deal with it anymore
i hate the feeling of being suppressed
by someone else's actions. not being able
to know what will happen next.
no plan. no sight. nothing.

once again. your are disappointment to us all.
i'm tired of crying. tired of hearing your lame issues.
tired of it all.



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