September 4, 2007

The Days Without Guys - Day 11


Okay okay. So I finally got to posting but I'm telling you guys. I'm a very busy person -_-"
. . .. ee.. who am I kidding.. busy at distracting myself more like it -_-"

Sooo once again we are now back in school and the holiday couldn't get any shorter. I have a history quiz tomorrow.. and i have a feeling we're going to have a section quiz like we always do when she tells us to read the section...

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Why must we work so hard now when we'll have to work even harder later in life. Competition. The key to improvement. oh what to do what to do when one wishes not to compete in this man eating world.

The Feeling of being used. Anyone ever felt that? Being used and knowing it yet you're letting it continue. Why do people do that? Either it's just too important to let go... or you simply just like the feeling of being used and being good for something. I really don't know.

Relationships drifts apart just like Jack and Rose... ( even though they could of just shared the thing Rose was on... yea just hog everything don't even let the poor boy on -_-") It's a sad thing to see happen and it's even harder when it happens to you. All those years of building one up all broken in a few short moments. When you know it's gone.. it's just gone.. no more to it. The feeling no longer there and yet you're still fighting to hang on. Wouldn't it be better for both parties to just let one another go? So yea. It took years to build up to that point and you feel like it's a waste to let it go. But honestly. Who are you kidding? Using the time you try to hang on rather than using it to heal and find another person is just a bigger waste. - - -

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I really don't know anymore.
Back to work folks -_-"

What gots to be done... Will be done.

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